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Lord I confess I have not truly come to the understanding of what it means to follow and trust you. I've sat back and watched and missed the meaning of it. I've plotted m,lied,stolen been filled with thoughts of filth the kind that would probably keep me out of your kingdom. I've faked things I've hated and felt no sorrow sometimes. I don't know why or understand when I can have a life with you. How can I ask for a job or house or whatever when you don't owe me anything. How do I become a follower? I hear give it all but what's all? How do I beware of what's bad or worse? How do I know? You are more then I deserve. I don't know how to be your child. I want to trust obey love not envy I don't want to look at another woman and wish I was thin like her or look at man and wish he would look at me. I don't want to wonder why I just want tmyou to hug me and say I love you even though you took another's woman man not once but twice you went to clubs and dance like a bad person you drank until you got high. you made yourself like a whore. I know I got baptized I gave up that life I don't want it at all. I want to know you love me I want to know what its like to be your daughter.

by notworthy

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