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Dear Lord,
I just found out my best friend of over 20 years who then became like an enemy (over an old boy friend) died some months ago. I had not seen or heard from her in years since I quit being friends with her over all the crazy stuff she did to me so long ago. I have often wondered if I should have looked her up during that time to try to mend the friendship, but always felt it was she who should do the apologising, so I never did. Now it is too late. I don't even know if this is guilt I am feeling. I read her obituary on the internet & it was strange. There were three things in it that seemed to be describing me, not her. It was as if she had consciously adapted her likes to mine. The comments from others were nice & complimentary, & it seemed she had become the person I knew her as before all our troubles started. It is very confusing. I am in tears wondering what it all means. I am glad she found happiness, or at least it seems that way, before the end. But I could never have continued being her friend after the awful way she treated me. Was I wrong? Was I the intolerate one? Is this regret I am feeling? Or just feeling loss? I am reeling from this. Please give me answers or peace...or something? There's no one in my life now who knows what happened back then and how it changed my life. me. Amen

by Anonymous

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