Prayer Request


Lord,
I know I haven't been the best person in the world, but I want to change and desperately need to change. Diosito, forgive me for all I have done, thought, seen, felt, desired, said, wanted, just forgive me for being me. I am not the worst person in the world, but I know there are things I do and think that are not right for anyone to think and want. I get scared of everything and I am scared of everyone. I can't watch a simple clip without crying, why have I become this way? Am I depressed? If so, God, please come into my life and help me see that what I have been doing is not good for me and my well being. I feel so much better just by entering this text into the computer, I feel as if you are listening to me. God, why do I always try to begin something but never continue? I am awake, God, because I was watching a show and it scared me so much and I keep thinking about it while I try to sleep but it scares me so I can't sleep. I am such a vain person, I am a person who cares too much what people think. I am egotistical and proud-too proud. What can I do to change who I am? Diosito, please help me change and help me be a good person. I want to know you. I want a relationship with you, please help me! Sometimes I wish I could just crawl into a hole and die, maybe then I would not have such thoughts and my family would not have to worry about me. My mom is happy with her new husband, my dad is happy with his new wife, everyone is happy but my and my sisters-I am especially unhappy. Why have I began to have such dark thoughts? I know this didn't begin until after the incident occurred, but why was I so predisposed to this? I want to believe in the land of honey I grew up believing in. I want to see butterflies flying and birds singing when I close my eyes, not the scary thoughts that I was having. I need to acquire a relationship with you, God, just please, let me know how I can do that. I don't always put you first in my life, but you know I am really trying. I love you, and I need you. Forgive me, Jay



by Jaycaro

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A good book to read is 'unmerited favor' by Joseph prince..in it you'll find that God loves you more than anyone and nothing you do can stop His love for you

Anonymous | on Feb 27, 2013

Thank you, I really appreciate it. I know he loves me even though I am not the best person, but I am really trying-rather, I am really trying to actually begin trying. Thank you, again. May our lord bless you and your family.

Jaycaro | on Feb 28, 2013

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