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I wonder if I am doomed from having a Godly relationship that is pleasing to the Lord. I say that because about 4-5 yrs ago I had an affair with a married man for over a year. I wasnt the type of woman that was expecting him to leave his family and not once did I ask him to. But with that being said I feel like every relationship since then has been doom I feel like I'm being punish because I went into a relationship knowing he was married so I guess I don't deserve to be happy with anyone because of my actions. I ask you lord to forgive me once again for my role and ask you to forgive me of my sinful actions. The person I'm with cost me to lose my job, my BFF, my godson, and my roommate and I still love him and I think I want to still be with him the jury is still out. Not once has he apologize for the wrong he did to me last week. I guess he feels like his actions was okay and I didn't deserve an explanation I'm still in awe over that one like nothing even happened. But who knows what is going on his mind I give up and know this isn't okay in any relationship. Lord I rebuke him from my mind my heart and my bed this can't be the person who I suppose to be with? Or is it? I don't want to turn my back on him because I feel we can work through this but this is your call Lord I can't keep setting myself up for failure and hurt if thats the case I rather be alone. I can't lie I still love him it just hurts so bad the emotional investment that was put in and i'm sitting here alone with my thoughts feelings and emotions. I love you Lord in jesus name amen



by Anonymous

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