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Where to start? The best thing is you know my heart and my troubles. I want to understand why my brother wont stop drinking. I understand how he fell in to the trap but I dont understand why he can't get out. I want to understand how my mother thinks and why she is so self-centered and negative and why she doesn't seem to love my brother - her son - at all. I want to share my feelings but I don't want to bother people who have their own issues. I want to scream at my alcoholic father and ask him why he wants his son to live the same miserable life he is. I want to know who keeps driving my brother to the bar because he doesn't have a license. I want to have a normal relationship with my brother's kids and soon now to be ex-wife. I thought my brother and I were very close. I didn't realize how much he lied and continues to lie. I feel horrible. I wanna blame my parents for everything - we didn't ask to be brought into this mess but we were born into it. Thankfully after the divorce my grandparents made sure I went to church all the time and learned your love for me. Even tho I made mistakes I know you forgave me and have good plans for me. I do not like not being able to help my family. My step fathers kidneys failed and he is now on dialysis plus has diabetes and cgf. My mom in law is depressed n starting dementia and we haven't seen or talked to her in 3 years - since dad in law passed on. This all sounds like it can't all be true but it is very true. Plus my best friend is moving 3 hrs away in 2 months. My other sis in law has more issues than I can list. Lord please have mercy on us. Every person needs you. I pray for your will always though. Amen.



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