God i need u now. I feel as if u r showing me what i need 2 do but im scared 2 break away. I love my child's father n that is the hard part. I dt kno how 2 detatch myself from him. I kno he is not ready for a family no matter how much he may say, his actions speaks for themselves. But sumhow i still feel i need him there. Lord guide my tongue. I pray that i do not speak anything until u have spoken to me. So much can happen n 1 days time i just need the strength to b patient n wait on u. Lord i kno u will never leave me i pray that u protect my daughter and i. I pray that i will be financially blessed. Lord it was nobody but u. Ur the reason i was able to get n2 my new home. I kno u wouldnt place me sumwhere i did not belong. I pray that $ will have an overflow n shortage should not b a problem. Im steppin out on my own for the first time as a parent n im scared. I want 2 b a great mother n b able 2 continue 2 support my child. I aslo kno that her father isnt ready 2 man up n i need 2 break away. Just give me strength lord jesus. I have mixed emotions about him, i want 2 b tthere 4 him but then again i ct carry dead weight and im tired of his excuses. I dt want 2 b a bad example for my child by staying with her father. If i do stay i feel i might b hurtin her more than helping. Watch over us God. My heart is so heavy today. Be with me Lord God. Amen
We can do all things through Christ Jesus that strength us I believe u in Christ has conquered bigger demons u already have the victory walk in!