Father please I dont know how much more I can handle.im falling apart.the stress is killing me.i cant sleep or eat.all I want to do is fall to my knees and cry.every thing is falling apart.my family is falling apart.i feel as though im going to loose it all.father i have been praying non stop for you to take these burdens and struggles from me.ive tried hard to trust and believe in you to bless us and answer our prayers.father what am I doing wrong.i ask that you show me if there is some thing I havent asked to be foriven for or asked some one to forgive me.father im trying to live my life your way.i have fallen short many times please forgive me.father ive tried to lead my family how you wanted me to but im sorry that I have failed.i have failed at many things.father im so very tired of feeling like a failure.im tired of seeing the hurt in my famlies eyes.im tired of every one saying its their fault and taking the blame for my choices.father open my eyes to the things I have to change.let me see your blessings.let me hear you.father guide me in all I do.show me the way to you.you said seek and you will find.ask and you shall receive.knock and the door will be open.father im doing all these things.father if not for me please for my family.they dont deserve this.father only you can do this.nothing ive tried has helped.father you said where two or me come in your name that is where you are.father we need you.father please be with us help us to stand together to get through this time.please watch over our familes friends our church the people on this app.please bless them in all their needs.hear our cries out to you.send us the peace,the happiness,the joy we seek.give us the courage and strength we need to fight our battles.give us faith to move our mountains.father I thank you for paying the ultimate price for us and loving us.i thank you for the many blessing you have given and will give.father I know its your time not ours father I pray that time will be soon.in jesus name I pray amen