Father,
I feel as though I am going in constant circles. One minute I feel your overwhelming presence, the next I feel like You have left me. I'm trying so hard to make sure You are my all and as a new Christian, it hasn't been an easy journey. I still doubt, I don't want to. I still question, I don't want to. I still opt for the easy way out at times, I SHOULDN'T want to. Help me please papa. I don't want to feel as though my life is a constant cliff and I am waiting for another thing to happen meaning that I come close to forgetting Your amazing ways. I want to meet someone, I want to meet my future husband. Everyone else has met theirs and I feel as though I am the only one. At 21 I am surely too young to feel this way, yet here I am... Panicking. What if I am never pretty enough, never funny enough, never thin enough? Please talk to me. I feel like I am drowning and can't see the light anymore. I'm sad all of the time and I no longer know what to do. Why are you absent, why have you stopped talking to me? I'm lonely. I miss you. Please prove my doubts wrong.
AMEN