Dear lord, I am sorry i dont know how to pray but do know how to hurt others for my greed. Dear lord im sorry i have hurt the most important person that loves me and cares for and has brought into this world. I am sorry for being a bad son, bad person and not caring for any one but myself and my greed. Dear lord as my tears fall from my eyes and i only wish i was dead, i pray and beg you to look after my beloved mother as she deserves better then she has gotten from her life and from me. Dear lord i pray for forgiveness and pray if anyone in this world tonite needs to be punished, let it be me. Dear lord please just let me sleep one more time and never wake up to this hell i have created in my life. Its killing me to see my mother hurting and crying over me. Dear lord i did not know what life and family was. I only realised this now 41 years later and i deserve everything thats coming, but lord i beg u only punish me and not her. My life, my soul, my spirit is urs to keep. I pray for you this one time in my life to please make my mother healthy and strong and let me be the one that you take for all the sins i have caused in this world. Im sorry lord .... please forgive me for all the mistakes i made and living a fast life i had lived, i had it all and have nothing today. Please lord all i pray for is my families health. Lord i am ready to give up, i dont know how much longer i can live with out ur blessin and forgiveness. Please lord i am yours to do what you please. Please pray for me i am on my last breath and i really never prayed or knew how to accept the lord into my life and heart. I havent been sleeping and my life is nothing with out seeing my mom happy and not worried about me. Lord i have been a bad son and not what i could of been. Im sorry.. im sorry.....
The Lord forgives you as soon as you ask.. and when your actions show that you are a changed man. Next you need to forgive yourself! Show your mother her new son. We have all sinned ... God understands. May you find peace in the Lord, and through him...peace in yourself.
Thank you for ur comment. Its hard for me to forgive myself, I had so many chances and every time I went back to my bad ways not realizing how much pain and suffering I brought to my mother untill recently. I didn't know what to do and a old friend told me to pray and ask for forgiveness. I never did that or know how.
Thank you again..
God hears u and has forgiven u forgiveness is all over u believe it
Forgiveness is yours through Jesus Christ...He loves you. Open yourself up to this love and allow Him to do a great work in you. He can change your world and use you if you let Him. May His light and strength be with you in your walk with Him. You're on the right path.
4His Glory | on Feb 16, 2010Thank you all, my day has been so much better. Thank you all for the kind words and this time I will walk in the rite path and just let him guide me . Thank you again my friends...