Prayer Request


My dear heavenly father thank you for the food on the table and the roof over my head. Please father watch over me, i know its selfish to ask, but i need your guidence. i have stop inflicking pain on myself a long time ago when i started to seek your love and relationship back after i lost Roy. u are with me everyday but i ask that u help me find that road to get back on track, i have had bad thoughts today abut hurting myself, i feel i need to hurt myself to feel anything :( , i had such a bad day,i feel i am losing strength... i felt the need to think abut hurting myself again father and just thinking abut hurting myself again hurt me, i know what i cannot control is out of my hands but this sistuation hurts my heart. I feel numb and i hate that feeling, some say its me leaving ur side, and i beleive it. I need ur help to keep me next to you, keep my strength up so i can help my mom and brothers to keep the bills and house afloat, thoes boys look up to me so much and i always want to be the best example for them, they dont see i hurt please keep it that way, watch over them in school and sports and keep their minds where they are suppose to be at this age living the life u gave them. I encourage them to pray, as we all use to when my mom was happy and my dad was still apart of this family. Please give my mom strength as well i know its hard us arguing and figihting i know it is only cuz she is frustrated with life and giving away our dog kato. I know you built me to be strong to watch over them, esp after my dad left. I love you and i know i may forget to pray some night but know you are ALWAYS on my mind and in my heart. Please help my family open theirs to yours. I always have faith in you lord.xo. Amen.



by jinkerbean

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I will pray for you.be strong ,the lord loves you and wants the best for you.love life and love the lord.Everything will be alright.keep your head up.

liv | on Feb 15, 2010

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