Prayer Request


I hate my life! What am I doing here? I've tried to have faith, do wat you want me to dp God, but I'm still miserable and depressed! I have 3 kids I can't take care of, a woman I live wit that I can't stand and feel like she trapped me wit this baby, a dead end job that pays next to nothing, child support and back taxes taking my return, no friends, no car to get around! Wen does it all end!?!? I just wanna die! I'm depressed all the time and worthless to anybody! I can't take it anymore! I'm afraid of everything and everyone! I'm sick of praying to You and not getting any answers or at least some understanding in this crappy life of mine! Why is it that I can only find happyness in sex and drugs? But when I do wat you want, be a family man, be wit one woman, give up all my money and freedom to do wat I want, then I'm miserable! If you care anything about me, you will end this pain and confusion now! If not, then either you don't exist or just don't give a damn about me!



by Eddie/Philly,Pa

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Comments on this Prayer

I am crying for you and for your peace and strength you sound so lost my heart aches for you

Anonymous | on Feb 15, 2010

Hey man don't know u but I'm here for u!!!!

child of god | on Feb 15, 2010

Sometimes we don't think god is there however he is there waiting for u to really believe in him. God may be permitting all this so that u are able to help others in the future. U will be used greatly from god if u surrender to him. Believe in him.

rijama | on Feb 15, 2010

May the peace of God be with you and your family. Please be clear on what you really want what is truly in your heart and it will come to pass. We go through stuff to grow and move to the next level. It will make you a stronger man for yourself and family. When you are going through, you're getting ready to have a breakthrough. Keep your head up brother, it will get better. This too shall pass. It always does.

Moon | on Feb 15, 2010

Listen to these people. It will come. It's God plan to see you through, keep faith. If you distance your self from God, you will stray away and it could get worse. Go and be blessed.

Christian soldier | on Feb 15, 2010

I may not know you, but I know your feeling. I've been through hard times, I know it is easy to lose faith. God has not abandoned you, from what I've learned, at the times it feels God abandons us is when we really abandon Him. We have to make a choice of what we want and what God wants. Sometimes His will is not our will. I will pray for you. I'm here should you want or need a friend. You never alone. You have friends you may not know of yet. Your in my prayers

i[email hidden from spammers] | on Feb 15, 2010

I've been there and in fact I am but on the other side where God has given me His peace. All the other things will be taken care, not sure how, let God carry it, He has stronger arms!

His princess | on Feb 15, 2010

Hey I pray u have been doing better!!!

child of god | on May 21, 2011

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