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I want to die Ive lost my loved ones and ones love dont care I dont want to be anymore Jesus can you use my death for your glory? Can you take my soul and all its shattered fragments and pour yourself out on them? Not so I can relive I want to die, but I voted for you so can my ceasing to exist help you win? Its called meekness and I need it I love you but I cant bleed to death for you, so I want to die for you instead, nothing works without you living in me.



by ALBArker

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I can honestly say that I have felt the way you are feeling now. I also battle the same feeling. All I ever wanted was a family that loved me unconditionally. I went through years of disownment ( for literally no reason in which people would expect to be disowned) after much begging and pleading, I "qualified" to be considered a member of the family again but nothing gradiose has changed with them. My only sibling is still estranged to me. I write all this to tell you that while it is so terribly abnormal what we are going through at the hands of those who are supposed to act as a refuse in a hardened world...just know that you are not alone and there are others suffering under these circumstances. I have prayed the same type of prayer several times, to be just taken out of this world. Foe some reason, perhaps, it is or will bring more glory to Him if we endure in this world. All we can do is trust Him. May the Holy Spirit comfort you by His grace. May He direct your steps. May He send Godly people our way to substitute for the people in our lives who were supposed to treat us in a Godly way but have failed. May He give us a feeling of compassion foe those who have failed us so we may forgive them and continue to pray for their souls. In Jesus' name. Amen.

A Friend | on Jul 10, 2012

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