Lord..
I am confused . I dont know if i want to be with him or not . Of course i want my baby to have her dad , but we just dont get along . I do want to be with him , but i dont wanna deal with the constant arguing . I sit here every night thinking about him & its eating me alive . I dont know if its the pregnancy hormones , or if its my real feelings . I never loved someone like i love (or loved) him & even though its been 6 months that we been broken up im not able to get over it . Im doing everything for my daughter by myself & to god be the glory i have the stregnth to do it on bed rest with a high risk pregnancy , but it would be nice for him to at least help me out . Hes out getting at other girls , got a new girlfriend & already cheating on her & hes all out like there isnt going to be a baby coming next month . I know were young , hes 18 & im 17 , but i know im strong enough to do it . God please help me with these feelings for him . I just want the best for my daughter lord .
Amen <3
pls stop worrying too much its bad for your baby. you can deal with that after you gave birth but right now take care of yourself and your baby..god bless!!