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I am 17yrs old, it has been four years since I have seen my family on my Bio dads. Every night I cry and pray asking God to change there darts so that I can see them. My mother holds a strong grudge against him and I know and understand her reasonings. I still pray God will change her heart too. Every night I pray, and I ask God to show me the good times my Bio dad and I shared. My eyes fill with water knowing that's all ill have left w him. Even throughout all the abuse, neglect, burdens, and pain. I still can say I love him. And I wonder if he still loves me too. I have a dad now, my moms fiance. He loves me very much. I feel so guilty for missing my Bio dad. I feel like I'm betrayin my real dad. I am graduating thus year. I finished early. But I walk in May. He not going to b there. Deep in my heart and in my soul I'm broken. Now my biggest question of all... Was I really sexually abused? Or is it something planted in y head. Lord, I need ur help. Please, answer me God. Answer my prayers, take my pain away. Amen.

by briela

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