Prayer Request


Dear lord, I have betrayed you. Disrespected you. I completely stopped listening to what others say about spirituality. I thought my life wasn't going to change if I was Christian. I didn't believe that there was any hope in my life. Now I'm stuck. My life has become complete hell. I have nothing to believe in. I've lost my relationship with friends, I have an insane marijuana addiction, I drink every weekend, my boyfriend gets me in trouble with his bad decisions. My depression has gotten worse and worse over the past 3 months. Therapy, counseling, and antidepressants don't seem to be helping me so I turn to drugs. I have not been happy for at least 7 years. I have no relationship with my mom anymore and me and I always have such disrespect towards my dad. I feel like im the reason my family is so miserable. They blame me for so many things and scold me all the time. I have raging anger issues and I barely even wanna get out of bed in the morning. Going to school is like trying to fit in with a bunch of perfect, happy people. I sit there and watch as the everyone is moving on with their lives and I seem to remain completely still. I don't even want to go on living. I don't cut anymore but it's been crossing my mind more than usual. I just need a friend, someone to talk to and confide in. Please oh mighty god lift me up and take away my demons for I have sinned. I need help and direction. Guide me to the right path. help me choose which people I can't have in my life any longer, and please help me grow a thick skin. I'm weak and need to get through this. I'm sorry for everything I've done. I'm a mess and a disappointment. Please hear my prayer


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by JamieMN

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God will give u beauty for ashes.. i will b praying 4 you. Keep seeking the lord.. got rescued me from a bottomless pit and will do the same for u!!! Bless u. My email is [email hidden from spammers] if u ever need someone

Janelle | on Feb 02, 2012

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