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God...last night i went out to eat dinner with my boyfriend...i was really silent throughout the night, throughout dinner...i couldnt speak...all i wanted to do was cry even more...he asked me whats wrong n if im ok...i told him im fine, im fine, im ok...then when he dropped me off at home, he said something is wrong with me...he brushed his hands in my face, smoothing my cheeks...i hold in my the morning when i went to see him at work, he acted like if nothing happened...he seemed fine...he gave me a hug n a kiss n said "I love you"...he told me that the only time he smokes is when hes really stressed out n he cnt take it no im scared that i might worry every single day, afraid that at any given time he may smoke again...God compared to my sisters boyfriends, i thought i had the perfect one...i know no one is perfect n we all have our downfalls...but i just didnt suspected this from still in shocked n stucked in how to began to deal with this...when we first met n began dating, he told him he stopped, he doesnt do it anymore, hes i have this image on my mind that now i can see him do it....and i dnt like breaks me into pieces...God i ask to help me on how do i began to deal with this...n idk...i love him with all my heart...i care n adore him deeply...i treat his son with love...his son loves me :( also scared that their may be a time that i may have to let him go if he doesnt put his effort to change...i told him in willing to help him if hes willing to change n not smoke...God in Your eyes, hes Your child n hes Perfect...but in my eyes let me see what You see n continue seeing him Perfect...give us multiple strength to take over any battle, any issue, any circumstances before it takes over us...i leave this is Your hands...i pray that You do Your will according to Your plans n may i not interfere in them unless You permit me too, ask me too or want me too..thank for waking me up n giving me another day to live...i pray in Jesus name, Amen.

by Beauty

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