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Lord I know I am not to complain or whine but the hurt just seems to grow, I am not perfect but I love my wife, I'm hurt, scared and at a real cross roads as how to continue my life, I have my two princes to take care of, I know not wether to fight for my rights with them and further divid me and mel, I know to wether to keep my home for there stability or move in with my aunt so i don't lose the place any ways, I'm so scared lord, I just want my wife and family together for the holidays, She tells me I hurt her, that I never wanted to do any thing with her, that she cares about me but don't love me, I don't know what to do I keep asking you to show me how to fix this and I'm not finding the answers, I want to call her, I want to be held be her and I wanted to give her every thing but I was never good enough, I did do things wrong I spent alot of time helping other and trying do good for others and times that interfered with our family, I gave up alot of things and now I have lost myself, lost my wife, lost my family, and only get to see my children part time, I am a sinner who repents, I belive I tryied Lord, will you please give me a second chance at this lord, will you find it in your will to change her heart this is the tuffest thing for me I know I have taken her for granted and the things she did so I could do the things I did, but I thought I was doing good things for good reasons, I wish lord I had made her happy that she was happy of our family, I am losing my will lord, I scared and do not know what to do, I don't want to give up on my marrige, I meant that I would love her through the good and bad, and what does that mean for me now that she doen't want our family, I always tried to fix thing except I never was able to fix our relationship, I thought If I could give her more, a new house, and I need you lord to guide me, to fix this as I cannot, I beg you lord to show me the way, I want to be the best father husband I can be and I know not what that means anymore, please lord this hurts to bad, I pay for you to bring us back to gether in a marrige as you intended.

by bud

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