Remember if God can bring you to it, he can also bring you through it. Keep the faith. For everyones faith will b tested. May the Lord continue to be with you in all your thoughts.

Vickie,
The reason I think you are feeling hopeless is that your husband is mentally abusing you. That is just as bad as physical abuse and takes longer to heal. God does not want that for his children. You have given everything you have to give and yet you are still not being honored and cherished. I am guessing but it sounds as if your husband broke his vow to you long ago. I don't mean to imply adultery but there are other ways to break vows.
I know how difficult it is. (been there). But if you walk you will feel as if a weight has been lifted from your shoulders and you will no longer be walking on egg shells. You will feel as if you can breathe again for the first time in a very long time.
You have NOT failed. The only time one fails is when they do not try..... You have! It is he that has failed you.
God wishes His Blessings on us, but he also must give us freedom of choice. If you would feel saddened for your own child to go through this, do you not think that our Heavenly Father is saddened for you as well? He would be saddened because of the choice your husband is making but with all my heart I believe he is saddened that you are choosing to stay.

Thank you for your encouragement. I really needed it :-)

Vicki,
I am praying that God grants you a certainty in your heart to know what you want to do.
If you would like to talk, you can e-mail me at [email hidden from spammers]. I would really like to explain to you how easy it is to get what you want in life. It is just too long to text since I can't text as fast as my kids seem to be able to.
I would sincerely like to hear from you. :o)

4 life, Sent an email but haven't heard back. Wanted to be sure you got it

Oops. I am so sorry Vicki, yes I did and will reply today. (Sunday, in the US)