Prayer Request


Dear Jesus,
I do not understand how or why using drugs as simple as Marijuana is no big deal when it's completely ripping and shredding my family apart. Why won't his dad do more be more proactive why does he let it go, deal with it later. He has found possessions in his room, I have caught his son several times smoking weed and yet he gets to be with his friends, that he does weed with, he gets to spend the night, have fun, like nothing ever happened, like ok it's ok that u smoke weed in the house while I am gone and my wife to be the mother of my unborn baby is in the house, it's ok son, even tho this is the scariest thing for her, even tho she has been ripped out of her biological moms house at age 2 by cops, DHS, etc, because of drug use, and abuse, it's ok son have fun. I am so furious Lord, I am beyond hurt, I trusted him that he would not smoke weed with me here by myself again. I gave him the benefit of a doubt, felt guilty that I felt very uncomfortable him having his friend over without his dad here. I had a gut feeling something was up but wanted this to be jus in my head even thought there is no way he would do this again prayed please Lord let me be wrong and sure enough he was smoking weed and has his dad done anything has his son faced any consequences at all, but yet his dad thinks I should trust him 150%. I don't kno what to do Lord. I don't kno how to put my trust in someone who has yet done anything but rewarded his son for his behaviors and continues to tell me that his son did not do this to me, personally, like that makes it ok? I tried so hard to let go of seeing him smoke weed outside, finding his smoking pips, catching him and a bunch of his friends during school lunch break smoking weed, and now after school he did it again. I am felled with so much anger that I feel so guilty for feeling. I feel so hurt and disrespected. I feel torn and do not kno what to do abt these overwhelming feelings or what to abt how to trust in the man I love to take care of this. I can't raise my baby in this kind of life. I can't handle the enormous stress that this brings on. I can't call the cops if his son uses in this house again, because his dad told me several times that if I did his precious friends would get busted and it would be my fault, not that these grown adults should not be doing drugs or have it in their house to begin with, no, if I call the cops to set my boundaries that if his son smokes weed while I am here by myself I will call the cops, it's like I have no right to set boundaries and set my foot down. I can't leave, I love him, I don't want to have to leave again for the same problem and raise this baby by myself how could I but I WILL GOD I WILL because I refuse to raise my child in this, I cannot do it, as hard as it will be, I WILL!!! I would have no other choice to leave. I jus don't kno if that's what the answer is, if it is please open doors, please find a place for me to go, please give me the guidance, wisdom, strength, to say good bye. If U want me to stay please help this man to be a man a Godly man and help his son to stop using before it's too late before the cops do get involved before he has to ship him off to Military school or his moms. Please Lord help me to not stress out abt this so much I have stayed up unable to sleep with stomach cramps, headaches, depression, worry, guilt, shame, exhaustion, due to stress, tension, and pressure. Please help my baby to be ok, and healthy, please protect this baby U gave me, I love this precious gift U blessed me with, even at just 13-14 weeks pregnant. :). Help me to kno what to do to relax for the time being and put all this in Your hands! This family needs U, my fiancé needs U, his son needs U, I need U! I'm knocking, I'm seeking, and I kno I'll find U and I kno and trust U will help in time of need! U r the Only One Who can! U r the Only One I can trust Lord! In Jesus Name Amen
God's lil Lioness n Cub



by Shannon

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Sounds like dad does it too that's why its ok

Anonymous | on Aug 27, 2011

I pray that The Lord helps you find peace. Where there is addiction, peace is difficult to find. You will not be able to change the power of addiction, nor the behavior that it produces. Only God can do that. You cannot trust addiction, hence you cannot trust those afflicted with it. You are on the right path when praying to God for intervention, yet remember, you must totally trust that God is in complete control of each moment of your life, regardless if it turns out the way you want, or when you wish it would. You may want to consider taking care and doing what needs doing for yourself each moment during your day, and try to focus less on the addiction of those around you ...or put simply, insure you take care of you, regardless of them. Live in the now, moment by moment, for each moment is a gift. (I suppose that's why it's called "the present.") With God being our creator, He is in total control of every moment. Everything happens for a reason. God does not make mistakes. Therefore it will all turn out as God planned. I pray you remain close to God because He is your only defense against the addiction of others which can drive you to behavior as irrational as theirs. God loves you, heard your prayer, and I pray He allows you to keep strength enough for Him to show you wisdom in dealing with the uncomfortable scenarios created by addiction. I myself used drugs every day for thirty years or so, in my younger days. I empathize with how their use makes you feel. I pray God begins to reveal to you some inner peace, as you let go of their addiction problem and hand it over to God. God bless you!

Carl Gustaf, Apostle of Humility | on Aug 27, 2011

Thee where two working I. The fields ,,one was taken the other left behind . You've got bigger fish to fry . By your example they both will eventually see . Keep praying and trusting God and he will answer and bless .

christrider | on Aug 27, 2011

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