God, I messed up. I broke a promise to you and I can't fix it. I can't take back what I did. I need you to forgive me. And I need you to help me to forgive myself for what I have done. It is like that Barlow Girl song "I need you to love me". It says "in my shame I want to run. but I need you to love me." I need you to love me so bad right now God. I love you more than anything and I need you more than anything. Save me from this brokeness I have caused.
God loves you and always forgives may he help you through whatever it is that happened... god bless