Prayer Request

Father I went to bible study tonight. My guilt from my infidelity is eating at me. Its burning a hole of me. How an why did I let myself go there. My boyfriend of 3yrs deserves so much better. I don't know if I will ever be able to put this behind me. If he knew he would just walk smoothe out of my life. But i'm not sure I can keep this from him. Tonight at church pastor was talking about the things God has for us an how nobody can take if from you but you. An my action has possibly done just that. If I tell my boyfriend I pray to you father that he won't leave me. I never sent to get myself in this mess I am madder at myself an more disappointed in myself more than anyone else could ever be I just wish I could take that moment back an never have let it happen. I'm hurting so much from my own choice an action part of me hates myself right now maybe I don't deserve jr. Father i'm not even sure I should even ask you to help me I feel so unworthy. I can't believe I did this ugh! So disappointed in myself. Jesus I let everyone down this is so heavy to carry. I want to just give it all to you if I could just let go an let God!

by Jaju

Pray Pray

12 people prayed for this

Comments on this Prayer

Remember beloved Jesus died for ALL ur sins including this one. Though u feel like u have fallen, its not over. The angel of The Lord didn't call video when he was already a man of valor he was actually hiding in a wine press. God doesn't c u for who u r but who it gonna b for Him. Rise up, repent n make a new declaration to God. Come out n fix it all no matter the cost. Where God leads, God provides.

Anonymous | on Jul 20, 2011

Meant to say gideon not video. Crazy T9

Anonymous | on Jul 20, 2011

I see how much you are hurting and u am sorry...try the truth than maybe you could go on...anger and hurt will be there at first but if it is a true relationship it will weather the storm...god bless you and I am praying for you.

Anonymous | on Jul 20, 2011

Know that concealing delays healing. He deserves the right his choice just as ur choice to go wayward. God never fails faith, trust that what ever happens afterwards...Will along the road to redemption. be sister and let God heal the wound ,the scar will only be a memory.

Anonymous | on Jul 20, 2011

Similar Prayers