God... today I hate my family... help this not to be.
Remeber Jesus said "if you hate your brother whom you have seen, Joe can you hate your brother who you have seen. Read 1Jhon ch.2 Love is a choice, and so is hate. We all have different "feelings" about certain people in our lives, but when hatred sets in our hearts, it corrupts us. You did the right thing by recognizing this and asking for prayer; we will pray for you, but you continue asking God to change your heart.