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I have survivors guilt. I should be dead, but I'm not. I thought that meant God was saving me for something great, and when Brian came along, I knew it was him. He didn't and didn't choose me. It's been a year, and I've done everything I can to move on, but God keeps telling me to wait when my days of being able to have children are almost gone. Why won't God save me from this pain. I can't go on another moment. Not another day. Please, God, this pain has got to stop.
by joe
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