Prayer Request


Dear Lord,
I feel so depressed, I feel like I am so deformed becuz there is so many things wrong with me. Mental illnesses, hormone problems, fear n despises sex becuz of past abuse n severe pain. I feel all alone not that no one isn't going thru these issues but that no one wants anything to do with me. My friends who r very few n number r busy with joyful life events or jus life itself which I am happy for them I jus want so much to talk to someone. I feel as tho every ounce of hope has completely been snuffed out. I don't feel like I have the strength to hope anymore. Maybe I should jus easily snap out of this but how can I when these bad issues, feelings, thoughts, incidents, etc. continues n continues to keep happening. Every time I have the slightest happiness n enjoyment n my life, I end up losing it every time, one way or another. I then take it back not allowing it to b taken away but then more n more n more horrible bad things happen until I give up. During these times I lose not only control over my emotions but I lose all my strength to fight. I'm constantly CONSTANTLY fighting. I no longer have the strength or even the desire to fight any more. I am beyond tired of this constant fighting, I cannot do it any more God I can't I need your help. If u don't want me to even talk to my few friends then plz take their place n b my friend so I can talk to u n draw closer to u. That is if u aren't finish with me also. =,(



by Anonymous

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I feel the same way but i continue to pray and try my hardest 2 keep faith. Soon God will intervene and i pray that your life get better.

GodIsLuv | on Apr 29, 2011

Dear Father, I lift up these two to you. Show them what you require. There is an old saying: "Let go and let God." Show them if and/or how this might apply to their lives. As I read these stories, more and more I see how we miss the first century arrangement, when the body met in community, in one accord, sharing as they had. YAWEH, bless these two with insight into how You want us to live as living stones, coming together as one. The Sunday church does not seem to be the answer at all.

Anonymous | on Apr 29, 2011

I hope you see a doctor for your depression. The chemical imbalances in the brain from depression can be frightening. Prayer is good and getting closer to God spiritually is wonderful; but take care of your body physically too. Cymbalta works great for depression and helps with chronic pain. It helps to see a therapist in your family health services. If you CANT afford to go - try the free clinics nearest you.they only would charge what you could afford or nothing at all. Call your nearest hospital and ask them or look it up on the internet.
Get out and do volunteer work. You will learn to make new friends and learn how not to fight- or you could get your butt kicked and learn quicker. Give any meds you take a chance to work...it would take @ 2 to. 4 weeks to feel better or make a huge difference. GODSPEED

I Believe | on Apr 29, 2011

Amen

Anonymous | on May 03, 2011

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