Im feeling really lonely. Lord, I pray that you'll give me patience as i await the "boaz" you've chosen for me. Ironically, there is a tugging in my heart for a christian guy i know called Boaz. Two months ago he confronted me that he knew I liked him, even admitting that the feelings were mutual, but said he wasn't ready for a relationship. I saw him again for the first time a couple nights ago. I thought I was over him but it was really awkward. I know this is selfish of me, but please pray that God will give me direction and guidance, and to take away these feelings if it's not going to lead anywhere..