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God help me go through this process. I hate opening myself up to flawed men and woman who are in an authority position over me. I feel judged and not safe. I know this is where you have me but I don't handle correction well. I feel vulnerable and I don't trust their judgement of me. Some of the things that I'm being corrected about are not accurate and I feel like I have no way of defending myself since I'm not their when these people are saying these things about me. I really don't know if I can do this ministry. It feels strained and hard and why am I here again? Lord that is exactly why I'm not in ministry anymore. someone is always trying to fix me to what they think I should look and sound like. This type of ministry is already challenging. Do you really want me here? Lord you gotta show me something because this is really hard for me. Lord I'm such a broken mess already. I do this to encourage people. I do this because this has always been my gifting but truly they want me flawless and that's just not gonna happen. I feel angry already and that can't be good. I know that some ugly seeds are being planted about me and sadly I'm not strong enough right now to take it. I already sensed a spirit of jealousy and competing on that lady and I know she's the one sowing lies about me but she's considered someone who they trust and has an authority position over me. God please help I feel afraid and lost.

by Anonymous

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Keep your faith in the lord and don't listen to gossip. It will wither away like jesus said.

John | on Jan 19, 2011

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