I can assure you that Jesus cares for you!!
I broke my back years ago and wore a metal filled back brace for 2 1/2 years. I got healed instantanly after Church while talking with a 5 year old girl.
I got caught up with her child like faith.
Jesus did it for me, and He can do it for you too.
He loves you.
Plus He has eternal life for ALL who call upon His name.

I'm suffering too but in a different way. Been suffering for a long time. I refuse to believe Jesus doesn't care about you or me even though there are forces that try to get me to feel that way. Please don't believe those lies. Don't give up on him. You're breathing and he never gave up on you. Look to the cross. I'm praying for you.

I'm praying that you feel better in your faith and body.

I understand your pain. I have problems with my back ad well, and I know it's hard to stay strong but you can't let the devil take over. He wants you to pit the blame on god. Think of all the positives and not the negatives. Jesus loves you and died for are sins.

There once lived a man named Job and lost everything and the Lord Jesus gave it all back and more let not your faith be weakened I pray in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit I pray Amen.

I'm recovering from major back surgery... Its been tough.. Real tough.. Many times I've wanted to just kill myself so I don't suffer anymore... I just wanna be better.. I just turned 20...I'm too young for this... For everything I've been through... I've been tempted to go back to cutting... But I just can't.... I'm not healing right... I just keep having problem after problem.... Its hopeless....

Hopeless, you aren't alone. When I was that age (3 years ago) I was in a similar boat. Car accident and then I cut the palm of my right hand open and had to get stitches. Could not move it for two months, still can't lay it flat, just don't lose faith. It will help I swear. I couldn't button my pants or work(poker dealer) had to adjust. God provided me well though. Three years later I'm happier than I ever thought I could be. Keep your head high and spirit higher.