Prayer Request


Lord, even tho i know that you have forgiven me i still need to confess my sins to you and all my fellow christians on here. Well here goes:
When i was a child my father slept with my half sister and got her pregnant, this nearly killed my mother and she ended up caring for the child, i always felt my daddy really didnt love us or he would never have hurt my mom so badly(and with her friends as well). When i grew up i trusted no man to not hurt me. So i would tell them i was pg to see if they could pass my test (they usually didnt). One finalt did but had mental and emotional issues i didnt know about, he was in the marines so i tjought he was safe.
He lied about medications to get in, but he rarely was prmoted like rhe other guys, well anyway he wanted to be with me but after being physically and mentally abused (he would then always threaten to kill me and chop my body up and leave thru out the desert. I finally was scared enough and had the good fortune to move half way across the country, i tild him via emails that i wasnt pg but he didnt believe me. I was raising my granddaughter and he felt she was his and i was lying about it. Finally i could take it no longer and just said the baby died (i know cruel). But he had a mentak breakdown but still didnt believe me. Meanwhile i became involved with someone else as did the marine (thank goodness). I agaun told the same stupid story to the new love (i know, i know i am stupid). I dud this while i was drunk (no excuse) and didnt even remember it the next day, oh but he sure did. Relationship was off and on for several years, then the marine texted me out of the blue and his girlfriend was very tickedvoff and didnt believe i didnt contact him on my own, she then looked up everything she could find out about my on and off again relationship and called him and told him a lot of things, some true, most were not. She would call my house all hours if the night and wiuld laygh when she would here my grand daughter crying in the background and then tild me rhat because of my hurting the marine she was going to ruin my life, she harrassed me for several yeara (even tho my number was changed on my cell three times) and every now and then still tries to hurt me. I am married to a great guy and he knows about all of this and when she found out about my husband she said she was going to tell him what a decieving whore i was, so i told her to go ahead and offered his cell number, she hung up but then copied a picture of me and started a facebook and myspace accts with my name and my home town. I have talked with the marine who asked me to leave her alone! I asked for his forgiveness and we ended the conversation nicely. But she still doesnt stop. I pray everyday about my past mistakes and ask for guidance in my new life. I know she cant truly hurt me because i dont care about her but feel she will spread talk to ppl i went to school with in my home town. Facebook and myspace did delete profiles but there r more again. I feel much better after making this confession and i truly know how wvil i have been in the past but will never repeat that again. Please pray for me and my family as i dont want my children hurt because of this. Feel free to give me your opinions about my past and my future. Thanks for reading this and may God bless each and everyone of you.
Ree



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Thank you Ree for your honesty and confession. You have come a long way to look back and be concerned about your past. I pray that you continue to move forward with your beautiful family building your foundation on Gods everlasting love and grace. Be not concerned about what is spread about you by this woman for God knows the truth but be concerned for her heart and salvation. Blessed by your story sis xo

Princess Of God | on Oct 21, 2010

Thank you , i do pray for her daily. I also know others she is doing evil things too. Please pray for her as well.

ree | on Oct 21, 2010

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