I use to have a strong healthy heart. I fell into drugs and ever since that day ive gotten heart problems. I dont want to worry about my heart any longer. I want God to heal me. I use to be suicidal and still am because of the hate and pain i feel inside me. That is why i never really did ask God to heal me. But im too afraid to die before my time. I love life. I know it brings pain sometimes but i trust and hope God takes it all away. Please pray for me because i want to be at peace and live life to the fullest. I dont want to feel pain and hate any longer. Please God help me.