Lord you chose a very simple man to do your work. Maybe too simple at times to be used toward eternal means. Why should I go to school? I can't seem to accomplish the task you've already placed in my hands, show me where?
You should go to school. You should go to college. You should get a job. Then you should thank God for the blessings he showered in to you. Things will not be easy. But just believe and go forth, God will take care of the rest. Believe me, I know.