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I'm angry God and I'm sorry. I'm frustrated. I have so much available to me but inside I'm empty. This is a different type of tragedy but it is one. My motivation to do anything is to avoid further pain. I know this is not how everyone feels because I wasn't this way before. I search for you every day and the more I learn about you, the more stuck I feel. I'm afraid of you, so afraid. The bible says that's the beginning of wisdom but this kin of fear is tearing me apart. I don't believe this is ok with you. You are LOVE, this can't be ok with you. How lost and out of your will am I? If there isn't happiness in this life, then I need to know so I stop hoping. If all I'm supposed to do down here is evangelize others, I'm so sorry but I'm failing at that too because I don't believe with the joy I used to. Now I believe in fear :( Lord, what's going on?

by Anonymous

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Trust me in this life there are going to be ups and downs. We have to just keep our minds focused on what is the most important things to us. Jesus will never put more on us than we can bare, but at times we can. I have experienced a lot of different emotions in my life, which is not bad. Scripture says be ye angry and sin not. To spread the word is going there is going to be opposition spiritually,physically,and emotionally. But for me to live is Christ and to die is gain. Be strong and know in life there's good and bad. It's up to us to be the good and live it in Jesus.

Truth | on Oct 11, 2010

I would b more worried if u didn't fear him, because than u wouldnt know his mighty power he has.So it sounds like u and Peter has something incomen.fear is only fear my friend.

Shannon | on Oct 11, 2010

Thank you for your comments. I will meditate on them.

Anonymous | on Oct 11, 2010

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