Prayer Request


Dear Lord...i need you right now to help me with the toughest decision of my life, whether or not to have a hysterectomy. I've wanted to have kids now for so long, but never have been blessed with the gift of conceiving. Why could i not have kids and is there another plan for me?? I just cant deal with the pain and need to be sure I'm making the right decision. Especially with my love not being with me right now while he is dealing with his own stress. We have not seen each other in almost 4mos, and I'm so scared to do this without him by me for support and love. Please help him so he can come back to me and we can go thru this together...i need him. And i need you Jesus....i feel so deflated and pained I find it hard to go thru each day. I cant deal with this emotional or physical pain too much longer...i need some serenity to come into my life....please dear Lord I pray. Amen



by sweetface

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At the end of every dark tunel there is light why are u going through this procedure

Anonymous | on Oct 09, 2010

Have you ever thought about having invitro?

Faithful | on Oct 09, 2010

What is that

empty | on Oct 09, 2010

I was diagnosed with fibroid tumors in my uterus. The pain can be excruciating at times. One day I remember I was driving home on the highway and I wanted to pull over, walk into traffic hoping to be hit and paralyzed so I wouldn't have to deal with the pain anymore. I have tried something a yr ago when I was first diagnosed, but now the pain is coming back again. At 40, I'm so unsure if I could even have kids and/or if there would be complications if I could. I hope that God had another plan for me...maybe step mom or possibly adopt. My love has 2 kids and his daughter and I are very close. Its so hard tho without him...I've just been dealing with so much pain and this decision is the icing on the cake. I am struggling emotionally and I cry every day....I don't want to be sad anymore.

sweetface | on Oct 09, 2010

I was in a similar situation after a long road of infertility. I had to grieve your loss of my dream. When my desire to parent a children was stronger than my desire to parent a biological child....I was ready to adopt. Now I have 2 children and see this was the plan for me. I pray for you to be open to your plan.

Anonymous | on Oct 09, 2010

Thank you all for prayers. I've never experienced such fear and sadness. I pray that the pain and depression I've been dealing with these last 4mos lifts off of me and that I finally receive the happiness I deserve.

sweetface | on Oct 09, 2010

You have to grieve your loss of your dream as you would a death. You can't move forward if you are still looking back.

Anonymous | on Oct 09, 2010

I grieve daily...there isn't a day that goes by that is without tears and deep sadness. I try to focus on work and my family but the pain rushes thru me and I'm distracted. I feel alone....so alone.

sweetface | on Oct 09, 2010

I hope you get the answers you need. I have a friend that struggled with the same and now she has a beautiful 4 year old girl that they adopted at age 2 weeks and they are happier than ever. There are soooo many babies In this world that need someone to love them. Maybe that is Gods plan for you? .. I will pray for you

momof2 | on Oct 09, 2010

Thank you for your prayers. I know that this probably sounds awful, but with the year I've had, I sometimes feel the plan he has is pain and sadness. I feel like I could lose it at any moment. The only bit of happiness I received was my love telling me I was the love of his life...but now he's away dealing with a large issue. I can't do this without him and I'm so sad of my sun being gone from my life. I feel like I've given up so much and now I'm forced to give "this" up...when will I receive some sort of happiess. Its so hard to keep the faith when you're sooooo down.

sweetface | on Oct 09, 2010

Wondering how things are going for you?

Seeking his guidance | on Oct 29, 2010



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