you are not alone, god is standing with you right now. when you are your weakest that is when God can show you his strength. When there is no chance of you being the hero, when you have no hope on your own. That is when God can and will show you his glory. He loves when all hope is lost. When you have nothing left, He still loves you. So surrender all to Him in Jesus name and watch Him redeem YOU. You are everything to God, His creation, He wants to show you how He and He alone can take you from here and turn all of this around. And you will give Him all the glory for it. You are week, let God be your strength. May all heavens blessing fall upon you today.