Prayer Request


Dear God, please forgive me. Lord please lift these burdens off of me, I can't seem to bear them. My anxiety is keeping me up at night. The suicidal thoughts are getting stronger. I don't want to be here anymore. The devil is attacking me full force please Father wrap me in your arms and protect me from his evil ways. I am fighting each day not to let that day be the one that I take my own life. I feel like my children would be better off without me, a mother that thinks this way and has so many emotional issues. I want what's best for them, I can't seem to ever get it right. I need you God. I need freedom from these thoughts and emotional issues that I have had ever since I was a child. I've pleaded for this to you so many times Lord. I even feel guilty to ask you to tote my burdens, I wouldn't wish this pain upon anyone. God if its possible please tell my baby boy Blaise up there that Mommy misses him so much and I love him with all my heart! Its been almost 6 years since you took him back home, I try so hard to imagine what her would look like now. Please tell Paw-Paw I love and miss him and I'm sorry for letting him down. I need a miracle. Please be with Ken, please help him come back to you, realize your power and your presence. Watch over him tonight Lord, even though he doesn't want you around. Please open both of our eyes to our flaws and faults and guide us to right them. Lord please help me sleep. God please open doors for me and close the ones I need out of. I feel so completely alone even though I'm not. Help me to be the Mother you made me to be, show me my purpose for even being here. Heal me please I beg you please. I've beem trying so hard for so long. I'm run down. I don't want to wake up anymore. I hate that I dread every tomorrow. Please fix me I'm broken. Show me the way God. Amen.



by Leah

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He sees the tears you cry, He shares your pain inside, and sometimes you wonder why He allows you to go through what you go through. Just know He has His hands on you....Marvin Sapp said it, but its so true. Thank God for the good times and the bad. Be strong, and just turn EVERYTHING over to Him. He allows pain and suffering to get you to fold....but He never intends for you to turn to the devil. God wants you to depend on him to be your provider. I dare you to give it all to God! Watch Him work and turn your life around. May our God bless you richly!

GodsChild22 | on Sep 21, 2010

Dear Leah. He hears you, we hear you. Lift up your pain & sorrow to Him. He loves you and has a special plan for you, you just need to find your strength again. I will pray for you Leah.

shirley | on Sep 21, 2010

I will be praying for you God bless

sunshineaftertherain | on Sep 21, 2010

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. They are greatly appreciated.

Anonymous | on Sep 22, 2010


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