I have been reading your prayers and I have been in this same situation a long time ago, please take your son and remove yourself from this please it's not healthy for you or your son and your husband is not honoring your marriage. Pray for him from afar, I felt led to tell you this, God does not want you hurt and wisdom would tell you what you need to do, trust the lord and please find a safe place to go. May God give you the strength and courage.

Hi...I thank you so much for your prayers. I'm so confused about my marraige....a lot of people told me to work things out but I feel as though I'm living with someone I don't even trust. He's been telling me I better change my attitude or else I'll never see him again. I don't agree with many things he does but he gets mad if I try to help. He used to drink so much before but has gotten better. The bible says we must forgive but it feels as though I'm more sad than happy with him. Please continue to pray for me.....with God by my side I hope to make the right decision.