I feel as though God should give me nothing. I mess up even in the smallest acts of obedience. Why would He trust me with me. Pray for my heart to change so that I WANT to do right things to please my Father. Right now, it's like the flesh is more important/almighty than even God.
How ridiculous is that???? I'm crucifying Jesus constantly, and feel sick over it but do it anyway.
Help me. Please help me.